There's something magical about the night time and the way in which the roads clear in the same way that your mind does
you'd think that would make things easier; that the complete eery silence would bring peace of mind with no one else awake to witness the movement - or seemingly lack of - on the earth making you feel special, significant; as though this planet was designed and created especially with you in mind and you are the only habitant
as though you share a secret with the universe, an inside joke with the moon and a bond with the stars
but that's what makes your harrowing thoughts all that much louder
there's no busy bustle of shoppers in a rush to waste their money on materialistic items that will decompose upon the arrival of their death as quickly as their corpses will or employees hurrying in order to attend a 9-5 shift that they despise in order to attain the funds to purchase said items
no businesses or traders just the constellations in the sky and shrubbery rooted deeply growing within the cracks of the paving as though it's natures way of communicating via the universe gloating, "ha! man can't take everything from me!"