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Nov 2014
I am a sinner
Never a winner
I always cheat on test
and always called a pest

I am the blame
For this extinguishing flame
I will never live life to the fullest
I am always the smallest

I'm living in despair
Always known it was never fair
I take the gun and put it towards my head
spraying the walls and bed with a warm dark red

I feel the shadows crawling on me
It is pitch black so I cannot see
It is quiet and lonely here
The two things I mostly fear

But somehow I find it peaceful
No Pain, no suffering, nothing lethal
It feels like I've accomplish something
No more *******, no more complaining, no more whining

So this is what it feels of something I long for
So this is what it feels of something i couldn't wait no more
Death feels so **** great
Maybe it was my fate

To end something I couldn't love no more
It's a pain i felt that was too sore

This is a thing i hate to say
But now there's no other way
For those who I have told lies
These are my final goodbyes
MrBlazian
Written by
MrBlazian  Montreal
(Montreal)   
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     ---, David Ehrgott and Vanessa Gatley
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