I am a sinner Never a winner I always cheat on test and always called a pest
I am the blame For this extinguishing flame I will never live life to the fullest I am always the smallest
I'm living in despair Always known it was never fair I take the gun and put it towards my head spraying the walls and bed with a warm dark red
I feel the shadows crawling on me It is pitch black so I cannot see It is quiet and lonely here The two things I mostly fear
But somehow I find it peaceful No Pain, no suffering, nothing lethal It feels like I've accomplish something No more *******, no more complaining, no more whining
So this is what it feels of something I long for So this is what it feels of something i couldn't wait no more Death feels so **** great Maybe it was my fate
To end something I couldn't love no more It's a pain i felt that was too sore
This is a thing i hate to say But now there's no other way For those who I have told lies These are my final goodbyes