i haven’t written any good poetry in a long time
i’m not sure why but i think at first
it was because you made me so happy that
all my sadness was washed away
and i was feeling happiness for the first time
i didn’t know how to describe it
and then it was because
you lost interest in me
and i became sadder than i had ever been
every sadness i’d ever felt
all put together
either way i guess i just
have nothing left
to say