there's blood on my sheets and blood on my arm and nothing I can say will bring you harm you will never love me you will never care enough for me to stop all this pain for me to be tough it would be so easy if I could yell at you but you're untouchable and so blinded with your view everything looks great right now but I don't think it will last you just think about the moment you ignore the past you can't pretend it didn't happen the pain you've caused isn't over you have to pay for your actions this won't hit you until you're sober you have broken me in two and you never stopped to check if I had mended in any way but I've just stayed a wreck I'm lost without you but I'm lost in my own mind it's a vast ocean of terror rough, stormy, and never kind I'm done waiting on your lifeboat I know it won't come but sure go back to her go back where you're from make her so happy enjoy the good times because just you wait things will not stay in line