"I'm going to fix you."

How can you fix something
that isn't broken?
How can you expect me
to not feel offended
and scared over
a statement
like that?

"It was late, I didn't know what I was doing."

You expect me to believe that with
your perfect sentences
and awful grammar that
you always seem to have.
I may be young,
but I am not
dumb.

"I was going to **** myself if it wasn't for you."

Manipulation is so wrong,
and I'm sick to my stomach
now.
How could be like this to
a human being?
I'm sorry that I am no longer
your friend,
that I'm scared to be near you
because of the things
you said.*

I've been in situations like this
before
way too many times
and I'm done.
I'm not dealing with
any of this
anymore.
I don't deserve it,
no one deserves this.

So as I'm crying for
the first time in months,
I hope you've truly
understood that
words are stronger
than you thought they
were.