Is it possible that if I shout any louder You will finally hear me? I can’t hear myself There’s an overcoming white noise A polished blade slicing through tension I’m staggering in your direction An outstretched hand, waiting Longing for your comfort Pleading for some saving It’s a choking anxiety Closing in around me A paralyzing infection moving in Cornered, beaten, and confused Begging and pleading, always repeating Please… What will it take to finally be seen I don’t know how much louder I can scream Losing all confidence in strength Fighting to stay conscious Behind this defying smile And invisible scars