The pain fills my veins
Nothing is the same
Memories **** me
And my future I cant see

Leaves fall off the trees
And a new season begins
But a new beginning for me
I find highly unlikely

I gave up a long time ago
Now I don't know where to go
It's so hard to find my path
Like if it was the hardest type of math

My smile only lasts for a while
I've been running in circles for miles
My hopes and dreams
Aren't even what they seemed