Wandering these darkened hallways The shadows faintly murmur hymns Of solitude and sadness, loss and misery The paintings on the wall stay silent But the sorrow in their eyes Cuts into my lonely soul And freezes me inside....
Memories of love and joy begin to fade away As the darkness wraps its hands around My ever-sinking heart In tragedy she spoke to me On that day so long ago She graced my lips with hers once more On that day so long ago One last time....
These lonely corridors of shame Seem to speak to me at night Seem to whisper loving words Assaulting every thought And in the nighttime, all alone Wandering the dusty halls It would seem those loving words Aren't imaginary....
Do I hear footsteps in the distance? Wandering these quiet halls? In the bleak december moonlight I can see nothing at all But I hear breathing, Is that laughter? It's too far away to know Round the corner, getting louder Can't ignore its siren call....
Tears, 'twould seem, have fallen here On the old, expensive rugs Underneath my naked feet Not laughter, but tears....
I begin to run towards the sound I can't ignore My heart pounds with unknown terror, but I have to know Who is here? What do they want? My God, are they even real? I dare not turn on the lights For fear of losing them again....
I stop.
Poetry whispered in her angelic voice I collapse onto my knees and weep My angel has returned, to save or torment me Returned from eternal sleep Still she speaks, ever so softly Her words tear through my fragile mind Whispers to me of her longing, Of her wish to still be mine....
"Stop! Please! I beg of you!" I plead with tears in my eyes She continues whispering Words of undying love Rage, a sudden rush of blood How dare she continue this? Jumping to my feet, I swing my trembling fist
Suddenly I realize What has happened all along And in the light of the new dawn I see my bleeding wrists Lying on my back I see the face of my beloved Radiant with icy death she reaches out for me....
I close my eyes And then I die "Forever mine", my final words Smiling weakly Spirit leaves me She is mine And I am hers.
Written unexpectedly at 4 in the morning 6 years ago.