I thought I was cured. I thought that life might be like Super Mario, you were the villain that shrunk me and all I had to do was find a super mushroom to make me big again. But life is never like a video game. My super mushroom tricked me, it only worked for so long. Now everything triggers your memory and I feel so small.
So I've been falling back into my old habits, I guess I'm not as over it as I thought.