My apartment no longer holds the same meaning in my young heart as it once did. I can no longer find peace in this foreign place, for an intruder has well, intruded. My things are no longer mine they are ours as I now hate to put it. I no longer feel safe! I stay awake at night praying to dear God, keep all evil away from me!! Destroy these thoughts of ****** and suicide that have now taken over my mind! He could force his self onto me just because he wants to!! I am only a young adult, my life has not yet began. He has a dagger, hands itching to slit my throat! Please, I have much more words that yearn to be written, and if it just so happens that I can officially be deemed as a poet, well I must live to see that.