Your hand brushed over mine, I blushed a bit, Smiling, you curled your fingers between mine, Dare I say that you were a blessing? Devine, doesn't even begin to describe it, if love bugs exist it's clear i've been bit My soul grows weary as I write this line I'm not going to pretend that I'm fine You ripped me apart, turned my life to ****, I try to pretend but I've been redrawn. Breaking away from my old habits is hard when you were my redemption, my dawn, my morning light, I can try to push on but I can't hear one more "I'm not even his anymore, why does he care?" I'm gone.
ignore how rough this is, it's late. i tried to write this like a petrachan sonnet but idk how accurate this is.