your hands clasped around the back of my neck when you kissed me and you tried to retreat because your curfew's eleven, but i wouldn't let you go. now you're at home; maybe it's not like i would know because you believe that absence makes the heart grow fonder and i believe in spending lifetimes together now i'm all alone fighting the urge to call; i want to know what you're doing i want to know it all and your hands touched my neck the way the noose does now