I struggle to not unravel, but this path I have walked has led me through some troubling travels. So I click "Add A Poem", as I have done for years. I pen down cleverly worded accounts of my fears. But as I walk this earth still, I ponder. How long I can avoid this encroaching sonder. For all of those orbiting my path. I just want their sweet ignorance of these evils to last. For the greater good, For happiness, For love. For the fact that if I save the world, this is not what I want them thinking of. I will end the suspense here For time has run out On the clock telling me to face my fears, Now I have no doubt. I can tell you all: I was *****. And he got away. And I have buried it deep Until just today. I noticed myself stuck in this pattern. Of things that I thought didn't matter. But I noticed how I had become him. Creating the chances to do over and over and over again. Things that weren't right to myself within, For me I call these actions, sin. To explain in detail I wouldn't even know where to begin. I compromised myself to give others what I thought they wanted. I became trapped inside my own devil an angel haunted. I have let myself and others take away parts of me I will get back today. I am sorry to myself, and those around, I am sorry because I hid all of this feeling as though I let all of the universe down.