I've tried to get over being lied to. I can't. I've tried to get through the betrayals and blames, I can't. I've tried to get over that fact that I've been talked about and lied about, But I can't. I've tried to get past the reasons why I regret so much, And I can't. I've tried to get past the hypocrisy and narcissism And I simply can't. I've tried to get over the pain of knowing I'd wasted time And could have had something that makes my entire life complete, And can't. I've tried to forget the dreams and wants I used to think were real, But I can't. I've tried to work my way through the conflict in my head, but I cant. I am trying not to hate him, but I can't.