If only You could wipe my tears as I’m weeping or hold me as my heart is breaking but instead You’re a voice I can’t see, words on a page I can read but not touch, I don’t feel Your hands on my own or see Your eyes because you won’t show your face and when Your Spirit moves about, I can’t feel the breeze, so I doubt Your love because You aren’t showing up- The pain is so real and You're not close enough.
The ugly truth of my faith: sometimes, it doesn't feel like enough.