pain
I missed you
as I slice into the empty interior
watching the wicked things pour out
I sit contemplative
wondering how I always find myself here
alone in the dark
with thoughts that are darker
I have so much to live for
so why is it I await my death so receptively
expectantly
there are days that I laugh
but now I can't remember what was funny
I know I've smiled before
but I can't remember how
so I just sit here
and leak my poison
all over the floor