I let my arms fall like a ****** addict after his last dose giving in to making myself feel better by sacrificing my physical body is nothing new to me how can a ten year old girl relate to a druggie on an emotional level like he isn't her dad or anything relatives are always there to break the thought of forgetting you aren’t as pretty as you think have you gained a few pounds whyd you dye your hair that color who let you out of the house like that does your mother look at you in the morning doesn’t anyone else have the nerve to tell you everything you are is not good enough you attract the wrong people you are too emotional too loud too quiet too weird too scarred no one cares about your problems stop shoving them down people’s throats but somehow I always end up the one gagging