"I panted and clutched at my tangled up head
Which was deeply etched with a leak
And was Spilling out my dismantled thoughts"

Onto the the grass  

They twisted and wriggled upon the shining blades trying to bite or injure their slimy dark brothers

Like long legged sharp toothed worms that would make one sick to the stomach  

"And when they had gone
all of a sudden I was treated with a damp numb buzzing all over"

And I could not see

"Right then
they could have replaced me with another"
If they had wanted
If they were willing

No one would notice