It's the silence that always gets you. The laughter is a drug and there is no worse a addict than the comedian Behind the laughter is the insecure person you never see .
It's the empty rooms the miles between gigs it always comes to that next fix. Those few seconds when I can be everything I'm not the escape is the best release there has ever been.
And as you leave it behind the ego deflates and the isolation sets in were all children in tattered shells called adults . So fragile the rock that seldom does embrace the sea .
Were all ****** up in are own separate ways. Behind the laugh at times is the worst place you may ever realize you want to be.