I can feel what I want to write
I can feel the words running through my veins
I can feel them
So I hold my pencil to write but my page is still empty
I try to speak them but still nothing comes out

I can feel them
I want to put them in writing like I used to
but now
for some reason, it's getting harder and harder

My mind and hand are not on the same page anymore
I don't know why
I don't know what happened
But something did happen
They used to be in harmony, my mind and hand
But I guess my messed up mind is affecting my everything now

I want to put my feelings in writing but my hand is refusing
I can feel them
but not enough to put them in writing I guess
Not enough to convince my hand to write