e. e. cummings claims the most wasted of all days is one without laughter. Still would you concur? With your Duchenne smile and tensed shoulders Disappointed at the day of somber cheer and grave chuckles Now you ask me why they suppressing their evident sadness I want to swoop in, to shine until my death Oh don’t ridicule me You know in some ways you envy me, Even if you still don’t understand me I promise you in time… Oh I can’t tell you it can only get better Life starts not by asking “When?” No… But at the moment of the second you choose to take it on