"Healing ,it takes time. Because to let the pain settle to form a scar you need to stay focused on a new form of pain. You realize pain is a consistent idea. Soon to discover that any hope you believed in is gone. No illusion of pain ending its course in your life that will help heal your first scar that cut you deep, so deep that reality settles itself in. Truth comes to be that healing is a soothing idea you hear from people lost in it's illusion."