Temporarily content
for once the tears have subsided

Though eventually my mind goes back
to being hopelessly misguided

Involuntarily thrown
into a dark pit of despair

A broken smile and a broken spirit
that I seem unable to repair

A strong keen intellect hidden
behind a melancholy haze

Vibrant, sparkling, engaging eyes
become a blank vacant gaze

Running from the suffocation
it finally caught up to me

Darkness swarming in my mind
now every bad thought ***** with me

The rareness of my tears set in
and everything goes black

I'm in my own gloomy bubble
where depression slowly attacks

Now all that seems to be left of myself is a
foggy obscure apparition

An empty shell of nothingness
who is losing all ambition

Depression, Anxiety, insomnia and more...
it seems I've made a custom combination

I'm a fuzzy headed ****** up mess
I've concluded through my observation