It was definitely winter time as I trotted thru a foot of snow My eyes were locked onto the sky; my self-esteem was low & yet I made it thru the field where daffodils once swayed The Cottage laid 100 yards before me in mid-day It's shutters had all fallen off, & only one remained It's door was busted, rusted--all swallowed in decay & yet I forced my entrance & stood in the disarray (The fact of the matter is, I liked it better this way...) The arms of the rocking chair were worn down to the bone As pots & pans & tupperware were splashed around the home At least a home it used to be but that was long ago.... It seems it's one-time owner was knocked far from his thrown... The windows were all busted out by rocks that laid the ground The frost had overtook the place by more than heaps & bounds It was obvious there'd been no visitors for more than many years The less than freezing temperatures had made this crystal clear & as I stood there shivering, thinking of the day When this sight that laid before me was filled with sun & play The Cottage was so perfectly constructed in this way Children had once filled the field where daffodils once swayed & now I had returned to complete my mission from the start The plan, unfolding perfectly--The destruction of my heart.
Written May 23 2012, edited 2014 Autobiographical Poem