I stand at the window, Watching the landscape around me change. I think of you And the way your presence has changed the landscape of my life. With every white flake that falls from the sky It reminds me of how much I miss you. And how much I need you.
I long for your touch, As so many long for the spring time. The spring time with it's flower buds, And the new life we cling to for survival. The new life that brings us the hope of a second chance To start afresh.
But the winter winds keep me dreaming. Dreaming of you. Dreaming of a future. Dreaming of surviving this hell they call life. Because I don't want to die. But I don't want to live without you either.
And now that you've left me I'm lost for words. I don't know what to tell people Or how I should reply when they ask me how you are. I can't possibly tell them the truth. Oh how I hate the way you treated me, But oh how I miss you.
And the winter winds keep me thinking. Thinking of you. Thinking of a future. Thinking of escaping this hell they call life. Because now I want to die, But I know can't leave what few friends I have left.
Just lying awake at night I can't help but think of you. I wish you hadn't left me, Although I suppose it was inevitable. After all who could ever love me? My biggest mistake Was ever believing you did.
2 months and 15 days. That's how long it's been Since I heard your voice. I miss it. I miss its velvety tone. I miss your accent. I miss being able to tell you everything
I would do anything, Anything at all, Just to go back to how things were.
But the winter winds remind me That that can't happen. Even if you could love me again, I couldn't be with you, Because my heart can't bare To be broken yet again. It's been shattered One too many times.
So don't come back for me And don't come back at all. For I can barely stand to hear your name Never mind your voice. Maybe in time I'll move on, And maybe my heart will heal, But until then just don't. Don't even think about Coming back to me. My heart cannot take it.
This is essentially about a boy who broke my heart. The first 3 stanzas were written while we were together and I wrote the rest after he left me. So it's kinda progressive if ya get me.