If I could erase the memories,
I will.
If I could taser myself dead,
I will.
If I could just sleep,
I will.
If I could just unlove you,
If I could just remove you,
If I could just stay,
If I could just change,
If I could just be okay,
If I could just be perfect for you,
I will.

If you could just come back,
please do.