My good friend the darkness has betrayed me tonight The blackness used to blind my sight of all the horrors That cause me such angst and terror My demons that fill me with fright
Are here with me now The thunderous march of their footsteps on the ground Their laughter oh so loud I was almost feeling proud I had gone so long without them around
Does Death want me or not When she's standing over me her expression distraught Looking at her watch singing ticktockticktock I can't seem to fathom whether this a lesson I'm being taught But I just cower under my covers because that's the only strength I've got
The sun has risen once again Another dreadful night has come to an end Another dreadful day begins So I get up and put on my face and adjust my grin No one will suspect anything is wrong not even my friends
I'm sorry I'm always tired But I'm up all night while my sanity expires A mind of my own is all that I desire l'd like to trade my eyes for new because they are nothing but liars That's all that I require...... Is that too much to ask?
I hate my illness.... More than people realize. It's like dipping your toes in the water and testing out hell's fire so you can be used to it when you finally jump right in when you die....