I grow weary of crafting words that are spun together feeling as if there is a beauty spurting from my pain because the words are still marching from your wellspring and they're saturated in your sticky intoxication It forces me to taste the sour fact that the fire you set to my life still burns and decimates ties strewn out of feeble love attempts No matter the count of the condemnations of our life you still dwell inside of my every word and all of my metaphors My vocabulary is limited to you and you drag me below the pool of new words waiting on the surface So I rewrite the same sentiments that play between self loathing heartbreak and love