I'm so infuriated with myself How utterly silly of me To believe if I changed my attitude Anything would really change I got far too cocky today, Thought that if I took charge He'll have no excuses, no other option But to obey How incredibly silly of me To think that slipping into my costume Of confidence would be a good look Even if it was only a costume, Like the ones on Halloween, A one-night-a-year type deal How silly of me