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a m a n d a
Poems
Mar 2014
3.5.14
oh.
i wish i didn't know about you.
you have ruined me.
this i know in my bones.
i wish i didn't know
about your **** beautiful face
the way you move
christ.
no.
i wish i didn't know
it was possible for my heart
to pound out of tempo with the earth
on its own wild trajectory.
i wish i didn't know
this terror
of beautiful things
slipping from my grasp.
this sickening realization
that my life is just
a stack of winters.
the universe cares nothing for me.
but i believe in you
even if you don't believe in me.
i see you
even if you won't see me.
i hear your voice
in my dreams where
you have taken down walls
and planted trees with me instead.
oh,
my heart aches not to know about you.
my mind fears
to know of time
without you.
to have all this space
these colors
these sounds
this love.
as i move through time
i become more convinced
there is nothing more.
more frustrated that no one will hear me.
devastated
that you do not believe in me.
#love
#heart
#hope
#lust
#beauty
#devastation
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