I dislike returning to this hellish place
From first step inside I sense my pulse race
I start for one second to turn around
Love and concern have my presence bound
Everything in building looms like my worst nightmare
Instead I try to focus on the one for which I care
Like puzzle I ponder pieces of the past
If I did things different would your breath have ended as fast?
My whole life was spared by the reapers dark dose
Heard whisper call but it never came too close
Water came surging suddenly in sinking your soul to sleep
Would have swam to rescue you but the sea was already too deep