handplucked, stared at, silence. examined front-to-back, indifferent, and dropped in a cylindrical hell unlike any other you'd ever know. subject, object, experiment. a constant mire of hate, sin, fear, death, lust. hate. anything and everything adjacent to violet highlights in calming sunsets, a love for what can be despite what is. inked by the growing bead in your chest that pulsates when you dream of better, more, the minimum. pure existence. the bliss of firing off one round of expression that might shift the world and free you. something you can't know while others hold the jar and shake you.