The remaining of your lifeless body Were some vivid images printed on my eyelids some distorted memory tapes deforming in my brain
That night was a nightmare I never woke up from Every morning i still pinch myself I bite my thumb hoping the night is never too firm hoping the morning comes
It's Killing me how I'm starting to forget your face Your glasses resting over your peaceful gaze Your smile and innocent laugh brining life grace
I miss you and my annoying chats I miss us playing with stray cats I wish we wore your 20th birthday's hats
I miss such a young pure soul I miss you as a whole And i don't forgive the world for taking you I don't forgive myself for every second not filling my eyes with you Before you flew into the void of blue
I wish i said my goodbyes Before it was too late Before i knew that that night such angel dies
i wrote this poem as a honor and remembrance of my real first friend, the real childhood memories I'm glad of every second we spent together, my cousin whom died in a car crash in the middle of august in the middle of the summer turning the sky grey and my eyes rainy, i wish you were here to tell you that I'm sorry.. i love you