I don’t remember when I became friends with the rabbit. It must have been when I was too young to know that Rabbits aren’t supposed to talk or Keep time with pocket watches.
I quite liked how the clocks spun backwards and the doorways shrunk. I often laughed at the way colors swirled or The funny way mirrors distorted images. But only the rabbit and his friends understood.
Kids at school would laugh when I told them about my tea parties with no tea. Apparently, the clocks didn’t spin backwards for them. Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't. And contrariwise, what it is, it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, it would.
I learned to hide the fact that the sky was green and the grass was blue. Picking my personality from my pocket, I became a walking mirror. Yes, yes, the sky is blue and the grass is green and the clocks spin forwards and the mirrors are not silly and the colors do not swirl and the voices do not wondrously whisper in your ear.
The rabbit would try to console me. (For he was the only one who was not mad.) I cried and cried and the more I cried the more the sky turned green. For the first time I begged and pleaded that it would turn to blue. (But it never did.) I quite liked the world until the rest of the world decided it didn’t like me.
Please do not lock me up again in that awfully small white room, I really did not like it in there. Please do not burn me at the stake for showing you a glimpse of my world. Please do not cast me out in sin for being me. Please let me live in my world, and I will let you live in yours.