Reflecting on the past is hard for me, I don't really think I made it that far I think I did pretty great with the task of being a better me, But you miss the lust of years ago, don't say you don't. Rather than being a boisterous beast.
You're only statistically better than you used to be.
I'm proud to be leaving behind the old me, though it does claw at me to leave behind a wild life.