Can't dislodge the shiit clot caught in my brain stem On a marry go round of hell hounds, can't outrun them I find it strange that a life can be all pain with no gain I find it strange that nothing remains other than battle wounds and blood stains The coward in me always wins with it's upper hand My grand plan is to get my head deeper in the sand The conversations from both sides of my mouth become simultaneous Keeping this unstable, rival mindset at bay is strenuous, it's made me venomous