it's always something, isn't it? something that was once yours, something that they took and then convinced you that it never really existed. it was something important, you think. something that you gave up, something that wasn't even worth keeping; anyway, that's what they told you. "surely, you will be better without it, sweetie." now that you forgot your own shape wherever you look - it's all the same, a convenient fixture to cover a lie. but does that brief ache every time you smile ever make you wonder what that something was? something that once used to be yours.