i’ve struggled
with my mental health
for my entire life
and i realize
that i can
either be
really fun
and happy

or
really miserable
and it can be difficult
to know
how to interact with me

that pushes
a lot of
people away

i’m like a yinyang
of Eeyore
and Tigger
that spins
randomly
and you never know
what
you’re gonna get