I have become the sum of all my fears and failures The accumulation through the years, To some degree, Is on another level then most others Uninstalled the self installed blinders Hoping to stumble across some left behind life perks I didn't know this is how finders keepers works Nothing found has kept me off the ground, Barley kept me out the ground, And every moment hurts For what it's worth, I don't know what I'm worth Starting to wonder, Just internally first, But maybe this whole thing is cursed Or worse There was never a purpose of falling prey to thirst