i sit on the bench and watch him roam free to do as he pleases within the confines of our fenced sanctuary that four-legged build up of energy and excitement taken by a sudden burst sniffing at the long grass as he bounds excitedly up down around and back only to stop abruptly freezing in a Pointer's stalk until the cause of rustling in the undergrowth reveals itself and takes flight leaving him to snuffle the scents that remain exploring deeper he pauses and looks back checking i am still here making sure i know i am not forgotten