It's all my fault shards of ceramic scattered in disarray It's so surreal scattered soil, cautious footsteps an unsettling sight, distorted situation The roots' exposed
I have no right to cry After all I broke your heart didn't I?
I tried to get past the past, but all I know is loss all I do is grieve All I hear is ambient noise Ringing through my head all I know is violence all I do is parkour
And avoid the feeling
Checked out found the exit and chose To grieve you today Cause I can't bare the thought of losing you sometime down the road When you hate me And regret me and we'll be screaming about all your wasted time
I can't be what you want me to be And I know I'm not what you need I don't know the person in your head But I know it's a concept I can't complete And you can't handle the person I am
I swear I never, I never wanted to trap a butterfly
Please, believe me I swear it wasn't my intention I didn't mean anything by it I only wanted to escape For a moment See all the colors before I go blind No worries, no responsibilities Fill my lungs at the top of the world
Running through crowded places And you grab my hand before I get hit by speeding cars
I don't understand how did you get me laughing
It must've been the caffeine For a moment the geranium almost thrived
Now I'm too old to be Drinking alone at noon Pretty pink drinks As pretty as Dianthus in springΒ Β Is that what you meant When you were explaining your feelings?
Well, the bartender is adorable But I can't bare to look at brown eyes full of pity Like they can see right through me
I swear I-I never, I never wanted to trap a butterfly
So I leave And Speeding cars are honking loud and angry almost hit me Hilarious If only then I could finally escape and I can finally feel... Nevermind It doesn't matter
Poison slips into the cracks and crevices Under the skin Down the throat Into the lungs Behind the ribs Irreversible structural damage nectar of dissolution Dissolve the heart