it's five o clock yes in the morning birdsong has woken me an hour and a half before my alarm was supposed to even after another terrible night's sleep to-ing and fro-ing with tossings and turnings staring into the blank of ceiling and wall not enough comfort or perhaps too much on this slumped mattress to slip deep enough beyond those initial stages of slumber down into REM i'm surprised to find i'm not as angry nor as drained as i thought i would be at such premature awakening i can lie still untroubled for now contentedly listening to the chattering of these feathered neighbours an avian symphony of movements manifold