Those silent arguments in my head Sometimes make me wish I was dead My eyes all puffy and red I just don't want to get out of bed Is it normal to cry all night? Enough to wish I lost my sight In a ball, I clutch my blanket tight Wanting to give up in this endless fight All alone, out of sight No one sees this side of me No one hears my silent plea My pleas to be free My pleas to be me ~29/4/21