erasing my existence, to make a mark of your existence isn't a permanent solution. because those who are meant to stay forever they won't try to end up someone's life over this. they know their value, that's why they will wait when you will create a hurdle for yourself which you supposed it is for them. they will think, you are gone forever. but that forever is theirs end. as when their breath will end, karma will rise me up from the ashes where i have been sleepingβ to live my life for eternity. from the start, it was their lose. so fool to understand the schemes of life.