I hate myself for what I did to you. I never wanted to leave. I’m sorry that I couldn’t make you happy. I’m sorry that I wasn’t enough. You brighten up the room more than a camera flash at the Cheesecake Factory. You brighten up my soul more than that. I question how I’ve made it this far without you by my side. I was trying to change. Nothing I say will fix anything. I just hope you’re happy now. I don’t think I’ll ever be. I love you more than life itself, And I’d give it up to relive the past.
I think about if often. I’m hurting. Since 13 life has been a dream.