and tell me how it feels like returning to the suburbia walking past couples eating chilly popsicles from each others’ hands while kids fall on the pavements not a worry, not a melee as the first full moon overlooking us beyond the double pulses built at the epicentre witnessing all of the wild, harsh river flows that taught us life I am not the melodramatic aristocrat you are the forgetful, envious plutocrat will you make it through January when I still linger with December?