her loneliness surpassed the vast empty field and on her journey, the truth began to reveal no lavender, no roses, nothing lovely of the sort she would be lonely, forevermore she wished to cry and drown the lands and so the gods compromised with her demands they had left her papers and pens in which she could draw and write, again and again if only the flower in which she dreamed of, in which she drew could blossom as beautifully as real ones do and amongst her stories and the movement of the pen she wished she could write a story and paint a scene of which she had a happy end
i've never been the best artist or writer but i still enjoy it. to me it's always felt like an attempt to escape loneliness