It's all trial and error; weighing heavy on the latter. When I feel like this, I want to build an exit machine; walk through it to a different life. Too many irons in the fire, I'm burned beyond recognition. The situation unfolds like it always does, I fall down, and then get back up. But I'm tired, and sometimes the ground is comfortable, and way too familiar.
Check me out on bandlab, it's a music studio where I've been able to produce some of my poems and put them to a musical backdrop. I've also done some poetic songwriting, Thomas W case on band lab. Thank you all very much. https://www.bandlab.com/thomaswcase This will get you to my bandlab page sorry for the confusion