there is a song inside of my chest it begs to be born from my naked breast it comes to me in lullabies and keeps me from rest i find the goddess of earth in my dreams a quest of solitude that only the soil can give me i feel unraveled at the spine and crave the blessing of death not for the fear of life but merely the romance of the unknown i speak words of love to all who cross me i whisper intimacy to my familiars all those whom are dear to me are my soulmates i was made to love to be crucified for sharing my body *** is a gift my body is communion my divinity comes at the expense of knowing myself the sacred earth whispers to me words of mourning i cry for its plants body and sacristy and share myself to sacrifice for the land which built me