Silver speckled specks sprinkle the night sky Spectacular sparks Spots of light, flying by
A meteor shower
I stare up at the sight Lying in a quiet field The cities light far in the distance Delighting in the darkness A portal to another dimension often hidden Paradoxically, a reality obscured by light Away from the truth the light reveals I now relish in the truth of the dark The view of the night sky A portal to the past Yet also to the present
Back supported by the cool, firm earth My visual field consumed Filled with infinity I soon realize Here, now, in this moment I have no head
Where my head should be Is the night sky Myriad stars and the endless space between
When juxtaposed to infinity Actual, immeasurable infinity Even my stubborn ego Cannot keep up the fight I dissolve into the night And each gleaming point of light Sometimes streaming across so bright A glorious glint On a short fated flight Undertaken anyway Without even a hint Of spite
Each ephemeral illumination Mirrors the spark of creation The egoic conflagration This meandering mentation Of thought Pure invention Now caught My attention Now an ought Instead of is
Rumination replaces reality In between the stars and me Not physical, still I cannot see My attention follows helplessly
Infinity recedes Thought impedes Advice I do not heed A voice I do not need
As suddenly as it began, it disappears The thought vanished, my mind clears Again I have no head My bed is the earth My view is infinite Each star a blazing hearth Billions giving birth to light across the galaxy In this small piece that I can see I peacefully float In infinity No self at all No head to call my own I make the world my home
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